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                             finding the blue book                              
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                                  gratefully                                    
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will you accept this                                                            
active abandonment                                                              
which amplifies                                                                 
your accountability,                                                            
clearly responsible                                                             
for the seed left in your hands                                                 
once you have given back                                                        
everything it took                                                              
to bring you here.                                                              
                                                                                
how can you say yes.                                                            
how can you say no.                                                             
                                                                                
there is no answer,                                                             
there is only this                                                              
intimacy beyond intimacy,                                                       
a love so real it reveals                                                       
your nonexistence.                                                              
                                                                                
yet here you are,                                                               
the holy book,                                                                  
humbled by how little                                                           
gratitude it takes                                                              
to break your heart                                                             
wide open.                                                                      
                                                                                
                                                                                
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